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Booked tickets for Wimpy Kid 2 the day before. Cabbed to Causeway Point. Reached at 2.35pm. Took our tickets & bought snacks. Requested for delivery to our seats. After the show, went to walk around. Bought a tee, mum bought a pair of shoe. But have to collect next week. Around 6pm, went for breakfast/lunch at foodcourt. Then to Popular to check something. Pasar malam to look around. Bought casing & screen protector for my Itouch. $8, $8. Then bus home.


Been so long since just the 2 of us went out together. Had a great time today.






Aunt treated me, 2nd bro, another aunt, & 2 cousins for Fish n Co today. Total bill, $128 for 6 of us. Had New York fish and chips. Unfortunately, I didn't appreciated the meal. I don't find it delicious at all. Gave 3/4 of my fish to my bro. I find it hard to swallow. Feel like puking out when the fish is in my mouth. Totally not worth the price, IMO. Aston's is so much nicer. The nicest there, probably the fries. Won't be going back unless someone treats again.


Shall be back to blog properly when my blog reaches 1 year anniversary.




Reached at 3.45pm, reached home at 9.15pm.




It's so funny how one can eat a feast while owning people's money. The funniest, one can even date the person whom he owe money from, to enjoy while not intending to return the money.

Shouldn't you return the money first then ask your friend to go out with you? How can you be so thick skin and acted like nothing happened?

The worst? I asked you for the money when you asked me out. You can actually say, "now cannot. My money is just enough for today's usage." Then shouldn't you stay at home instead?!

That's why I hate lending people money. It's so awkward to keep chasing them to pay back. 讲钱伤感情.








It's so funny how one can change faces so fast.




Went JB today. my favorite buy on this trip.






$39 ringgit. Definitely worth it. Attracted to it at once. It's more pretty and shinny IRL.





There are many stuffs I wanted to do & try. But doesn't dare because I'm very worried on how people may look on me and gossip about it. But I guess I just have to try it. How many years of youth can we have? Especially when you are a female.

I tend to get jealous when I see people have stuffs that I wanted but couldn't get it. And inside me, I'll be saying "She don't even deserve all these. It's not fair how she can have it while I can't." That's part of my dark sides. It's all because of jealousy. And till now, I still think this way.

I'hv seen people complaining about their lives and saying they don't deserve all these. Unfairness is inevitable in this world. And I knew some that screamed, saying the outcome is not their fault. Why is everyone blaming them, & it's not fair why god gave them their current lives. It's all about karma. You reap what you sow.

Tell me, if you have enough responsibilities to handle the situation then, you won't have the current outcome. Whose fault was it? It's all about responsibilities. You either choose to run away, blame it on others or accept it's your fault and try to salvage it.

There's no time machine to let you get back to your past to let you change stuffs you wanted to. This is life. Everyone has something they did wrong. Everyone walked a wrong path once. Or perhaps, many. This is call regret. Regret is something useless, because you cannot change what you regretted. But we can't help but feel so.

People dream of their future, dream of having a life they want. Dream of having a very perfect world that belongs to them. But afterall, this is just a dream. The ending is still back to reality.

Why do we call reality cruel? Because we can't control it. Everything about us is fixed. If god wants you dead on one particular day, you can do nothing. Not even praying. Well, who are you going to pray to? That particular someone who chose your death anniversary? This is what cruel is all about.

And this is why I lost faith in mankind. Lost faith in living things. Lost faith in this world. That is why I often think, I hope & wish I was not born. Yes, hope & wish. Another stuffs that makes people step further away from reality.

And what's about this long negative post? This is call complaining. Complaining helps once in awhile. This can stop you from suicide thoughts and perhaps, murdering. You won't know what a person can do when he lost all his hopes, dreams & wishes. Getting back all the jealousy, karma, responsibilities, regrets, cruelty.